Farewell 2017: New Year, New Me

 I can’t believe 2017 is over! 2017 has been an emotional roller coaster ride. There were many ups and downs. I couldn’t tell you guys how many times I tried to figure out what I want to do with my life and who I want to be. I felt emotionally exhausted from soul-searching. There were lessons learned. I know I do not want to repeat the similar mistakes again. I noticed some friendships grew and some friendship faded. I decided to cut some people off out of my life who I felt were not important to me or relevant.  They showed me their true colors when I needed them. I’ve acknowledge some people were not meant to be in my life forever, however I appreciated every person who came into my life. Every person has brought me a life lesson. 2017 was also about making big decisions. I have figured out what’s important me and learned how vital my future can be for me. I finally know what I want! I will fight for what I want!

I was able find peace with myself after being depressed for about two years. There were a few moments in my life where I had suicidal thoughts. It was scary to admit, however it’s a great thing I never harm myself in anyway. I was able to pull away from my miserable self. I thought I lost myself,  but I never did. I’ve fought through all the drastic changes in my life, which helped shaped me to become the person who I am destine to be.  I was terrified about how my life will never be same again. I know I can be my own worse enemy, which I’ve acknowledge one of my biggest weakness is being a perfectionist. I’m aware that I am human and my life will never be perfect. No matter how much I want it to be!  I can always try my best in whatever I set my mind into. The year of 2018, I’ll continue to enjoy living my life to the fullest. I can do whatever I want since I don’t have a family or children.

In 2017, I’ve grown to be comfortable of being alone. Sometime I don’t need to have company to have fun. I love spending personal time with me, myself and I. Sometime I rather be at home and binged watch on Netflix in my bed whenever I could. I’ve also learn how important self love can impact on my life. In order for me to find internal love and happiness, I have to start taking care of myself first. I am proud for overcoming my struggles. I can see I have became an mature adult. I’ve transformed into a beautiful flower. I am no longer shy or insecure about myself.  I am strong, confident, and beautiful. I know what I want!


2018 will be the year for me. I can feel it! I can’t wait for what the year will bring me! I will never stop learning and improving myself on a daily basis. I will continue finding new ways to appreciate and love myself. I’m looking forward for new opportunities heading toward my direction. I will not give up on what I have. And I will not give up on myself! I will fight, fight, fight!


My New Year Resolutions:

  1. Take better care of myself: both physically and mentally
  2. Focus on what is important to me
  3. Appreciate the little things in my life
  4. Do more, take more initiatives
  5. Connect and network with new bloggers, influencers & artists
  6. Focus on building my brand by working on more collaborations.
  7. Get out of my shell: Don’t be afraid of feeling uncomfortable
  8. Find more ways to make more money
  9. Travel more, try out new things
  10. Have fun and enjoy my life

 My friend Jacob and I decided to do a fun collaboration a few months ago. We put together a beautiful Fall photoshoot. Jacob did an awesome job creating the short video clip from the photoshoot. The video is posted below. Jacob is very talented at what he does. He is a great photographer and videopgrapher. I always enjoy working with Jacob. All of the pictures came out beautiful. He was able to captured a different side of me, which I never noticed before. It is an incredible feeling to feel care-free and happy again. It is refreshing for me to feel this way!  It is pretty awesome how Jacob was able to capture the feelings I’ve had that day.


This video represent maturity, self love and moving forward with my life. I hope you all can relate to my stories in some ways. I hope you guys enjoy watching this short clip.

Check out Jacob’s website to see more of his awesome collaborations:

https://jacobalexander35.myportfolio.com/

Follow him on Instagram as well!!

@ja_did_it  

&

@forward.films_

Another Great Work Done by Digi Von Douglas

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I love working with Digi Von Douglas! He truly as a unique keen eye for creativity and imagination! I strongly believe one day  if he continues to practice his crafts and skills in photography, videography & graphic designs then he will succeed. He will go far in life!


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Photoshoot with Digi Von Douglas

Digi Von Douglas


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Hello everyone!!

To anyone who read my fashion blog, I recently wrote a piece about my collaboration with this creative genius “Digi Von Douglas”. We both have similar dreams, such as pursuing a career in the Fashion Industry one day.  Guy saw notifications on Facebook about my announcements about launching my own Fashion Blog. so, he reached out to me in April to ask  if I would like to do a photo shoot with him. This photo-shoot will benefit both of us. This will help Guy practice his Fashion photography skills and will help me establish my own fashion brand and styling skills.  Of course I said, YES!!!!

During the photo-shoot was given an opportunity to be my own stylist. I did my own hair and makeup. I selected and styled my own wardrobes from head to toes. I had so much fun! I got the chance to showcase my own style and what I love to wear! I picked out various styles and trends for this photo-shoot that were edgy, modern, sexy, and fashion-forward!


Here are the photos from Guy Sundara aka “Digi Von Douglas” ‘s photo-shoot:

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Outfit choices:

(Orange Maxi Skirt from H&M, Tribal-printed Tube Top from Macy’s ,Black zip-up Heel Boots from JC Vogue,

& Accessories from Aldo)


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Outfit:

(Blue laced dress from H&M, Rose-printed Laced tights from Aldo & Accessories, Long-chain Gold necklace from Forever 21, Cut-out booties shoes from Dolce Vita, & Gold chandlier earrings from Aldo & Accessories)


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Outfit:

(Dress from Macy’s & Caged Ankle- heels from Steve Madden)


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Outfit:

(Multi-color printed High-slit skirt from Macy’s, Black Tank crop top from H&M, Silver Chunky necklace from Forever 21,

& cut-off booties from Dolce Vita)


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Outfit:

(Black & White stripes formed fitting Maxi dress from TJ Maxx, Beaded Necklace from Nordstrom, rings from Forever 21,

& Gold Watch by Michael Kors)


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Photo-shoot featuring my boyfriend


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I hope you guy enjoy looking at these photos from the photo-shoot :DDD!!!

If you would like more information about Digi Von Douglas, please visit: www.digivondouglas.com

xoxo PT


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